Slacking or Lacking?

So it's been a while since I wrote here, but I think about it all the time. It's hard to write down my spiritual thoughts, & feelings when I feel as though I am slacking in all areas of my life. I know it boils down to spirituality first, and I'm unsure if I've been lacking or slacking in that area?? I was called as 2nd counselor in the Primary Presidency, and I am beyond happy about that...but I feel like since I'm not the president, I can't really make a difference in what I think needs to be done, so I feel useless, and helpless. :/ I haven't gone to the temple as often as I really really need to & want to, I haven't been doing scripture study & personal prayers. I am just stressed and when I'm stressed I think I lack, no I know I lack in faith! :'( I use to pride myself in having unwavering faith, & now I can't say that. I don't know what has changed, but all I know is I need to get back the faith I once had. I need to feel at peace again. So I ask u who read this blog to please pray for my weak moment/trial I am facing, I need to get outta the slacking/Lacking phase & into the crackalackin!! Lol :)